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more than a friend ...

The way to become more than friends is make sure they know how you feel about them - exactly how you feel - so they can compromise. We all know being rejected is really painful and not good if you are weak. Well, it's not good for anyone, really. But you have to take the chance if you want to be more than friends. And you never know she/he might catch on and ask you out , but if not... do it yourself, take the risk.!!! You will never know unless you try, so I'd go for it.

a new hope ??

hahha . just guess .. try to realize that i'm too far away from her. but should i care of this feeling?? ohh God .. just dreams to got her. but,, let my dream coming true :)

Save Me…

in this darkness troubLed waters… LIES A FLICKER OF HOPES FIRE ! come to your senses wager a risk i won’t let go waiting for this it’s wonderful REALITY… really,, i watch as this golden birds flies free…

sepenggal kisah di perantauan ...

jogjakarta ... itulah tempat dimana saya mengadu nasib .. memperpanjang jenjang belajar di kota orang. tempat dimana style dan gaya hidup tidak begitu berpengaruh disini. Berbeda dengan bandung yang sangat modis dan penuh dengan gaya hidup yang menurut saya menengah keatas. berawal dari ajakan seorang teman pas kelas 3 SMA untuk mengikuti Ujian Masuk Universitas Gadjah Mada, dan juga dorongan dari seorang pujaan hati saat itu, saya memantapkan diri untuk menyongsong masa depan di kota ini. Sore itu saya bersama seorang teman bertolak ke jogja untuk melakukan pendaftaran ulang UM UGM 2005. dengan kereta Bisnis Mutiara Selatan pukul 17.00 di stasiun bandung, siang sebelumnya saya pamit dengan TM .. mencoba untuk menjulang dan memulai sebuah kisah disana. sampai di jogja pukul 01.00 pagi saya di jemput oleh saudara kawan saya dan menginap dirumahnya. paginya kami masuk ke Grha Sbha Prmana. dengan sedikit trik kami bisa langsung daftar ulang tanpa harus mengantri, setelahnya saya mulai kel

The Broken Heart Of A Traitor

will the waves of time wash away the pain in my heart? can i bury the knife that has pierced my soul or will i continue to turn it to remind me of my own GET SICK MOTHERFUCKERS! Forget the past. The best of times will last, forget about the pain cause you can’t take it back.

Taman ini Telah Hilang ...

IT WAS A BEAUTIFULL DAY THANK YOU FOR ANYONE WHO BUILT THIS PARK WHAT A NICE DAY ARE YOU STARING AT ME? WHAT A NICE BEAUTIFUL DAY CAN I SING? CAN I TALK WITH YOU? CAN I WALK WITH YOU? I’LL SING A SONG FOR YOU? I HUG YOU….IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY IT WAS AMAZE ME THANK YOU ALL THANK YOU PARK THANK YOU MY FRIEND I WILL MISS THIS PARK TAMAN INI TERINDAH TEMPAT SEMUA TERKISAH SAAT WAKTU BERJALAN TAMAN INI MENGHILANG I HATE THIS…I REALLY HATE THIS….. TIARA…BERLARI MENGUMPAT, MANA TAMANKU???? TIARA…MEMANGGIL SEMUA KESAH…FUCK WHERE’S MY OLD PARK TIARA…MENGHUJAT SEMUA, SEMUA YANG DILIHAT TAMAN DI MASA LALUNYA, SEKEJAP MENGHILANG…. YOU REALLY HATE THIS HUH? YEAH YOU MISS YOUR PARK? HUH..HUH LET’S WALK WITH ME? HUH? LETS FIND ANOTHER PARK? REALLY YEAH….OKAY!!!! alone at last sejak awal 2008 saya kembali dari perantauan melihat keadaan sekitar SMAN 9 Bandung, ada yang berubah .. hijau itu sudah menghilang .. mungkin saat ini sudah sangat berkurang .. yupp taman itu telah hilang,banyak memori di tama

FINISHKAN ...!!! from soundtrack of your life. RR

datanglah! hujan ini telah berhenti! Lahirkan bias mentari, awal dari sebuah harapan… Teriak! Jatuhkan embun terpatri! Hingarkan sepi sendiri dan tebuslah semua harapan! Terkadang semua tersihir dan tersesat, menebar ambisi liar terpekat Terpikir ‘tuk mengelak, tatapan seakan mengajak tentukan arah tujuan Well, ini semua tantangan!! Finishkan! Tuntaskan! Coba semua challenge liar terus menerjang! Muntahkan semua riak nyali terpendam, yakinkan semua ini akan tergenggam! Cari silhouette putih terus mengajak, benamkan sisi kiri kian mengikat dirimu Temukan benak diri di dalam peranan…dengan kamu (Lepas terbang tinggi, teruskan ku cari, takkan lepas kendali) Teriak! Jatuhkan embun terpatri! Hingarkan sepi sendiri dan tebuslah semua harapan! Akan ku terbang tinggi menghilang……aaaaaaa!!!

A Father Prayer by General Douglas MacArthur (May 1952)

Build me a son, O Lord, who will be strong enough to know when he is weak, and brave enough to face himself when he is afraid; one who will be proud and unbending in honest defeat, and humble and gentle in victory. Build me a son whose wishbone will not be where his backbone should be; a son who will know Thee ? and that to know himself is the foundation stone of knowledge. Lead him I pray, not in the path of ease and comfort, but under the stress and spur of difficulties and challenge. Here let him learn to stand up in the storm; here let him learn compassion for those who fail. Build me a son whose heart will be clear, whose goal will be high; a son who will master himself before he seeks to master other men; one who will learn to laugh, y et never forget how to weep; one who will reach into the future, yet never forget the past. And after all these things are his, add, I pray, enough of a sense of humor, so that he may always be serious, yet never take himself too seriously. Give hi

coretan Jenderal Douglas MacArthur

Tuhanku… Bentuklah puteraku menjadi manusia yang cukup kuat untuk mengetahui kelemahannya. Dan, berani menghadapi dirinya sendiri saat dalam ketakutan. Manusia yang bangga dan tabah dalam kekalahan. Tetap Jujur dan rendah hati dalam kemenangan. Bentuklah puteraku menjadi manusia yang berhasrat mewujudkan cita-citanya dan tidak hanya tenggelam dalam angan-angannya saja. Seorang Putera yang sadar bahwa mengenal Engkau dan dirinya sendiri adalah landasan segala ilmu pengetahuan. Tuhanku… Aku mohon, janganlah pimpin puteraku di jalan yang mudah dan lunak. Namun, tuntunlah dia di jalan yang penuh hambatan dan godaan, kesulitan dan tantangan. Biarkan puteraku belajar untuk tetap berdiri di tengah badai dan senantiasa belajar untuk mengasihi mereka yang tidak berdaya. Ajarilah dia berhati tulus dan bercita-cita tinggi, sanggup memimpin dirinya sendiri, sebelum mempunyai kesempatan untuk memimpin orang lain. Berikanlah hamba seorang putra yang mengerti makna tawa ceria tanpa melupakan makna ta

i’m stiLL stand here with my fckn EGO!

i know u’ll never proud for my own way now your heart wounded by my faults, my eyes was bLinded by myfcknego… i’m so seLfish!! too pRoud to reaLize that I AM WRONG… i’m not supposed for being here with u and maybe i shouldn’t boRn if it can makes u feel better… i’m sorry i’ll never ever bring u happiness, something that can cure ur heart for everything i’ve done before… i’m failed for following waht u want,,aLways… i’m failed being your son… hate me, forsaken me, ignore me as long as u want but please don’t insuLt me! FORGIVE ME, dad… i love u even u was freezing my heart and drain my tears for each word u gave to me, SO SORRY…!!

.this bitter season, colder than reason.

the sadness comes when it's least expected it shot out of the dark, and slammed in my face the hurt it brings can't be stopped go walk your city, and don't think about me! the love that I have for you is done and dead, it's so far away and you're still here in my head, you'll never leave my heart though we've grown apart, I don't wanna be just a memory to you. we're starting a differant life confessing we haven't begun to live leaving your past behind you'll follow your heart